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 Monday, September 24, 2007 
 
 
   
 No doubt, knowing a person takes time since ppl are multi-faceted, multi-complex creatures. But sometimes, u may know a person for a long time but at the end of it all, u realise tt u do not really know this person and u may even start to question urself, do u really know him/her? Were they like tt all the while, just tt u chose to overlook their faults or are these just one-off instances? And honestly, if u allow such thoughts to bud within u several more times, chances are, accumulation of such kind does u no good. Ever heard the theory of diseconomies of scale? haha.... 
On the other hand, sometimes u meet ppl whom u can talk freely to, and trust them even... ppl whom u feel u've known for eons despite just knowing them for say a couple of days, weeks or even months. Peculiar a situation this is don't u think so? Some call it affinity. But the cynical me doesn't believe in such stuff... Anyways, I guess, time should not play any part in this case. It's the honesty in human relationships as well as the delicate ways u take into account for ur words and actions tt matter most. 
Oftentimes, ppl said that worst case scenarios bring out the worst in ppl, but sometimes, worst case scenarios do bring out the best in ppl too. And u shld count urself lucky cos u get to sieve out the good from the bad... no, i mean... mal-performing, under-performing, non-performing ones... haha.. what difference do these terms make anyways? Yeah Guess u get my drift. ;)
But then again, perhaps it's just me. As u get to know someone better and for a longer period of time, inevitably, expectations are raised of the person and as long as he/she fails to meet ur expectations of them, u feel doubly disappointed and actually step back to reassess them. But who are u to impose ur own expectations/measures on them? Are these fair assessments or just prejudiced ones based on ur own scales of measurement? Does it do them any justice?
So bury such hideous thoughts and learn to let live, forgive and forget. U never know when's the time urs truly's (and U (are)) the one being assessed.
My own verdict: Anti-climatic, confusing and highly conflicting an entry this is! Haha... yeah I know... i kinda want to beat myself hard in the ribs for penning such crap too. But hey... it's way early in the morning now and I haven't had a wink as yet. That should suffice as a valid excuse I hope. haha
** This entry's in no way directed at anyone. Just a crazy thought by a crazy fella who really ought to be in bed right now.
Haha... Alrighty! Time to hit the bed! See ya all soon! 
  
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 About Me
 
 Name:  Samantha Ong Shuh Tien
Birthday: 16th Nov 1985
Horoscope: Scorpio
Location: Singapore
"Beware. Karma can be a bitch."