The reality of me being part of national statistics for the employed hasn't quite sunk in yet. I still feel very much like a kid or someone who's there to intern rather than someone who's really working there. For one, I've just soooo much to learn. What I have in theoretical knowledge, I find myself sorely lacking in practical knowledge. Inexperience makes me feel so small and dumb, but I guess tt's just what all greenhorns gotta experience and I can't possibly be an exception. Hopefully my learning process can be expedited and I can pick things up quick. I'm aware tt some things just can't be rushed and impatience won't do any good for me. But I just wish I cld feel a bit more confident abt myself and my abilities once I have a clearer picture of how things work. How long will tt take for me? Oh well.... Don't give up sam... try ur best! Treat each and every day as a learning process. On-the-job learning can be demoralizing but at the end of the day, u'd still be able to pick things up. Haha... let's just try to drill tt into my head shall we?
Work seems to have prolonged the days and shortened nights. Haha... perhaps my body hasn't quite gotten used to worklife hrs as yet as by the 2nd wk, work took a toll on my body. Sore throat, fever, cough and flu hit me. So for all who are abt to start work, do take care and drink loadsa water! Rmb to hyrdate urself! I'm in the process of recovering now so hopefully i'd recover fully soon! Work is tiring even if it's on days when u do nothing much. By the time u get back home, bathe etc, ur already shagged and it's more or less already time to hit the bed. The next thing u know, the next day's here again. Something which I also gotta get used to is tt an entire wk's worth of newspapers can only be read on sundays! Haha... which makes me really out of tune with current affairs. I'm always late by a wk! Haha!
But well, work has its pros too. The upside of working at raffles place is tt liting's just a phone call and mins away from my workplace. Having a lunch khaki like her really rawks. She never fails to cheer me up each time I meet her. ;)
On days when I lunch alone, this is what I see. Nice view eh? Having some time spent with urself is never a lonely thing. It's always a good time for recollecting ur thoughts and seeking... what I call inner peace before u go back to complete the rest of the workday.
It's vesak today which makes this wk 1 day shorter. Woohooo! But well... just checked the calender and the next public holiday is national day which is in August. Wow... a long wait tt is. Hopefully by then, i'd have gotten more accustomed to stuff and familiarised myself to many things. Let's just see shall we?
Alright... gtg... no idea when the next entry will be but let's just take it tt in the meantime, i'm out there at the battlefield, somewhere. Ahhh Chaaarr! Haha...