"Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me, 
     
     Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
     
     Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
     
     Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away"
  
   
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     with a myriad of colours you see below!
     
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 Entries
 
 
  
 Saturday, February 02, 2008 
 
 
   
 7 years.
Not a day passes without you on our minds.
Feelings of longing and pining grow 
ever more stronger 
each time this year.
Initial fears of the fading of ur image and smell,
ur voice and touch,
ur hugs and kisses,
ur encouragement and jokes all now seem to have been overcomed.
Emotions of hatred and anger towards them
seem to have been quelmed
But they are by no means dissipated.
Not in the past, nor now and I guess never will it ever be.
Hate being reminded of 
how greed can lead ppl to lose their minds and humaneness.
Yet it is always an unforgettable and a painful reminder
every February the 2nd.
Forgiveness is hard but hatred gets tiring.
Ignoring unpleasantness and
cutting those who beat the shit out of you from ur life
seems to have become the best solution.
And tt was how we numbed ourselves
and our sorrows of days without you
Choosing instead to believe that you are now
Happier and free of turmoil wherever u r.
At times i'd wonder what u'd tell us the next time we meet
Do u still look the same? Will u still b able to recognize us?
Have u witnessed our developments and changes since then?
Will u b proud of how we've come thus far?
I miss you so much daddy. Your jokes, your songs and your company.
Till the next time I see u again, 
Just wanna tell u to take care and tt 
we'd always love u.
 Time passes and our story's always evolving. Thanks for being a part of my story. :)
 Time passes and our story's always evolving. Thanks for being a part of my story. :)"Ppl come and go in life, but they never leave
your dreams. Once they're in ur subconscious,
they are immortal."
 
 ~ Patricia Hampl
 
  
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 About Me
 
 Name:  Samantha Ong Shuh Tien
Birthday: 16th Nov 1985
Horoscope: Scorpio
Location: Singapore
"Beware. Karma can be a bitch."